[ finally she sits forward, elbow on the table to tuck her chin in her hand. the other remains waiting for him to take. ]

I have lived more lifetimes than you can imagine, especially if you keep looking at me like I'm a child compared to you. All those lifetimes and only one man has ever killed me and he isn't here.

[ he's the only person that always kills her. ]

I've never grown old before. I've never seen what I look like with grey hair or, or if I'll get wrinkles. Hopefully I stay smoking hot like Helen Mirren. But this is the only chance I'll get to find out, so. [ her shoulders hunch into an uncomfortable shrug, voice losing some steam because it isn't easy to talk about lives she's never gotten to life, despite how even and soft her tone remains. ] You really don't have to worry about me.